The struggle for Sacred Delight

I am scared and afraid. I need sacred delight.
I am not sure of my future. I need sacred delight.
I think I might mess up the plans that God has for me. I need sacred delight.
I feel that I might let my family and friends down. I need sacred delight.
I do all the wrong things. I need sacred delight.
I fear that I might be a hypocrite. I so need sacred delight.

I don't wanna fail, I wanna succeed
I want to be ALL that God wants me to be
I am scared...honestly... I am
I have made MANY mistakes
I do the wrong things over and over again
When will this cycle end?

Psa 55:22 Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

Really... I should? Will it ease this pain... emptiness... I am scared

2Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

Really? Thank you Lord. So how do I get sacred delight. The boundless joy that comes from you only.

1John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us [our] sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

I am sorry Lord. Sorry for the lies, the sins...all the wrongs... I am sorry.
My spirit is desperate for your touch.
Come and saturate my soul and grant me Sacred Delight

This piece is inspired by the book 'The Applause of Heaven' by Max Lucado. Remember

Gal 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith...

and know that Jesus can keep you from falling...

Jud 1:24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present [you] faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy

Trotcha!