There is that point...

There is that point an individual gets to where he/she is tired,
I am at that point right now.
Tired of all the prayers, it "seems" they are not working.
Tired of all the sermons, give me something new.
Tired of the "testimonies", when I share mine?
Tired of the prophecies, it "seems" they don't get fulfilled
So I am at a point where I ask is this all?
Is this all there is to life?
What is my life going to count for?
There are so many unanswered questions.
Is this the only benefit of salvation? Money, fame, cars; is that all?
Is the purpose of our living to get material things?
I am at a point where I need to search the Word of God.
I need to know Jesus for me.
Nothing moves me anymore.
There is nothing you can tell me.
Been there, heard it all, seen it all.
Nothing excites me.
All I need is to experience Jesus for who he really is.
That is the point I am, right now.
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